New Beginning - Part 2

Assalamualaikum,

wow!! 

i come back after 1 year from my last entry.

when i worked as Dental Assistant, masa tu aku dah survey keadaan Bintang macam mana.

slow down dia punye penyusuan. 

Ya, Bintang masih lagi menyusu badan waktu tu.

Alhamdulillah, everything went very well dengan dia punye wean off phased.

Lepas dia weaned off, aku start terdetik untuk mula bekerja di kilang.

tak kisahlah as operator pengeluaran sekalipun.

masa ni aku memang cakap pada Allah, aku tak kisah ya Allah kalau kerja dari bawah semula.

asalkan aku bekerja..

Bulan Januari aku fokus pada sesi persekolahan Bintang.

aku pantau keadaan macam mana.

dalam masa yang sama tunggu panggilan dari klinik if they need my service.

Banyak urusan aku dapat laksanakan dalam tempoh sebulan tu.

suatu hari aku contact kawan seuniversiti aku.

tanya tanya if tempat dia ada vacancy atau tak.

dan kawan aku cakap, dalam quarter two akan ada satu project baru masuk.

lepas tu kawan aku minta untuk aku bagi je resume aku pada dia.

esoknya aku terus bagi resume aku pada kawan aku tu.

dan petang tu HR dari company tu call untuk interview the next day.

tapi masa tu aku ada hal sikit di daerah laen, so aku mintak rescheduled.

setiap hari selama beberapa minggu aku follow up untuk tarikh baru interview.

aku memang nak sangat kerja kt company tu.

banyak faktor kenapa aku nak kerja di company tu.

sebabkan dah terlalu lama menunggu, baru aku start apply lagi untuk other vacancies.

aku login pesbuk dan ternampak banyak pos kerja kosong.

aku ambil emel dan segala contact yang aku nampak.

aku emel terus resume aku.

ada beberapa company lagi yang tinggal.

masa tu aku dah mula berpinar kerana terlalu lama menghadap laptop.

so aku sambung untuk buat keesokan harinya.

-bersambung- 

New Beginning - Part 1

Assalamualaikum,

Selamat Hari Buruh 2020 kepada semua!!

Well sempena hari buruh harini kan, aku nak share sket pasal my experience about getting a job back!

in shaa Allah ade few parts MAYBE...

let's baca...

Sebenarnye, kita takkan menyangka bila Allah nak bagi kite rezeki.

Dan yang paling penting, Allah akan bagi kite mengikut sangkaan kita.

Setelah agak lama aku menganggur walaupun pada dasarnye niat aku resigned dulu bukanlah untuk diri aku semata mata,

tapi takdir Allah dan perancangan Dia lebih baik untuk makhlukNya.

Kerana Dia Maha Mengetahui.

Alhamdulillah, aku just nak share yang aku dah bekerja.

just to share, this is my second job after the other one.

So jomlah baca sedikit perkongsian aku pasal kerja aku nih.

Semasa dalam perancangan untuk wean off Bintang, aku terdetik dalam hati.

Kalau terdesak sangat nak dapatkan keje dalam bidang aku, 

tak apelah,

dapat keje lari bidang pun takpe asalkan kerja tu boleh ikut kesesuaian aku dan anak anak aku.

Aku share ape aku pikir kat adek aku.

Mase tu aku mmg dah aimed nak keje klinik je, tapi hakikatnye aku tak de cari satu job pun kt klinik masa tu.

Ahahaha

Satu hari ni ade kenalan aku bertanya kalau kalau aku dah bekerja dan share some info yang ade klinik tengah cari assistant.

to be honest, takde sorang pun tau plan aku nak keje klinik melainkan adik aku masa tu.

Plus, adek aku pun tak kenal kenalan aku ni.

Allah dengar ye gais.

Aku pun takde terus apply pun.

Aku apply lepas beberapa hari dan tak lama lepas tu, baru dapat panggilan interview.

Alhamdulillah, die offer aku untuk bekerja part time sebab aku tak berani nak bagi komitmen full time.

Dan selepas itu, November 2019, bermulalah pengalaman aku sebagai part time Dental Assistant.

Die punye part time tu means aku akan dipanggil bila diorang betul betul perlukan orang.

Pengalaman baru utk aku lah dah tentunya sebab aku bukan dalam bidang Pergigian ye.

Tp pengalaman yang menyeronokkan sebab belajar benda baru.

Dan disebabkan part time tu la aku senang nak set ngn anak anak aku punye masa.

Pada awalnye, Bintang agak terkejut sebab tibe tibe aku takde depan mata.

Huhuhuhu

Walaupun pendapatan tak banyak, tapi syukur rezeki Allah nak bagi dari takde duit langsung.

Masa dapat tu, tak sangka.

speechless, betul ke kan dapat keje ni dengan takde knowledge, dengan takde experience..

but what i know, rezeki takkan salah alamat.

and that day, rezeki aku dah tertulis..

Alhamdulillah!

- to be continued -

Terasing dari dunia luar ke?

Assalamualaikum,

Lama tak jenguk sini. terlalu malas untuk menaip menggunakan keyboard phone. Kalau ade new entry yang aku update bermakna aku telah menaip menggunakan laptop. Sesuatu yang pada aku prektikal untuk menaip seberapa banyak ayat pun dan mempunyai vision monitor yang luas berbanding skrin phone yang kecil dan limited.

Happy new year 2020 korang. aku tak tau la ade lagi ke tidak followers aku yang baca nih, tapi melihat pada komen yang masuk dan stats, aku rasa mungkin ada, cuma yelah, sebab kekangan aku update new entry jadi stats pun biasye je.

2020 dah korang. aku sedang berjuang untuk melepaskan something yang aku sayang sepenuh hati aku. tapi ada orang pernah cakap ngn aku, in order to be success, we have to give up the things we want the most. so better aku akur. sebab aku dah mula penat.

doakan aku semua.

doakan juga aku dapat bekerja as IT person semula supaya aku tak blur sangat dengan apa aku buat sekarang.

for information, aku sekarang bekerja part time yang mana bidang ni totally tak de kaitan ngn ape aku belajar dulu.

hahahahha..

okeh uols, nnt aku share ape aku nak share.

skang ni aku takde idea sangat.

jenguk2 sini tanpa sebab.

tadi bz siapkan benda2 berkaitan.

ni dah dekat bape jam aku ngadap laptop nih.

so nnt kite sambung lagi.

live life to the max and have a nice day.

salam

Hati...

Assalamualaikum,

Hati..

di mana ia tiada mulut, tiada mata..

tapi detikan hati..

sama ada kita menjadi baik atau sebaliknya.

sehingga ada pepatah Melayu,

rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain.

kerana, hati seorang manusia..

tiada siapa mampu menduga.

tiada siapa mampu meneka,

walaupun tidur sebantal, makan sepinggan.

apatah lagi hati manusia yang tiada kaitan dengan kita.

mungkin sedang berlakon, baiknya dia.

atau mungkin sedang menonjolkan sisi jahatnya dia.

hati,

walaupun ia hanya berasal dari segumpal darah,

tetapi..

kita yang menentukan..

hati..

sesuatu yang kecil bentuknya,

tapi sukar dijaga.

tempat di mana terbentuknya niat.

niat kepada kebaikan atau kejahatan.

semoga hati kita semua baik-baik saja.

live life to the max and have a nice day.

salam.

Mencari dan terus mencari

Assalamualaikum,

1 tahun 5 bulan 

itulah tempoh aku kembali aktif mencari kerja selepas berhenti kerja pada akhir tahun 2017.

pelbagai temuduga aku pergi,

pelbagai jenis pekerjaan aku mohon.

in shaa Allah, suatu hari pasti

rezeki akan berpihak pada aku juga.

sementara anak-anak masih kecil ni, 

jadi Allah nak aku lebih banyak masa bersama mereka.

dari Bintang belum pandai bercakap sampai dah pandai bercakap.

itu nikmat terbesar berlaku depan mata.

in shaa Allah, satu hari nanti.

tolong doakan ye semuanya.

lama aku tak update blog nih.

buat masa sekarang, aku lebih suka menaip di laptop atau desktop.

sebab menaip gune phone rase tak puas.

tapi asal pegang laptop, Bintang nak join togeder.

jadi selalu tergendala.

so itu je untuk entri harini.

sesiapa yang membaca, tolong doakan aku dapat kerja cepat, kerja yang sesuai dengan pengalaman aku, kerja yang memberi gaji yang sekurang-kurangnya yang aku demand.

hehehehe

till then,

live life to the max and have a nice day

Preloved by didotaz : Part 1

Assalamualaikum,

buat julung kalinye aku open preloved aku kt blog nih...

setelah lama menyepi kan lepas last entry..

so sebelum aku start membebel panjang, jom cekidaut je lah ape yang aku nak letgo nih..

baju ni ade yang pakai sekali je, ade yang dah pakai beberapa kali tapi kurang dari 5 kali la...

1. Top by First Lady - RM15

Bought at price RM79

Size : XXS

Condition : 7/10

All still in good condition except the elastic in the hand.

But still looks ok. Can refer to the photo. I wear it recently.

Opacity : 80%. Need to wear inner.

Reason to letgo : Want to clear my wardrobe and have space for new one.

Manik jahit terus ke baju, bukan tampal.

Rarely use.

2. Marissa Ombre by Calaqisya - RM50

Bought at RM159 Size : S/M. It's a duo size . I bought when I was in M sizing. Condition : 8/10 Reason to letgo : Do not fit me anymore and too loose for me. P/S : Labuh jubah dah dipotong. sesuai ikut ketinggian sis 156cm - 160cm. Nursing friendly.

3. Luna Top by Felinna Boutique - RM30

Bought at RM140

Size : XL Color : Green Condition : 8/10 Reason to letgo : I resize from L/XL. Used less than 5 times Nursing and Wudhu' friendly. Simple but still elegant, can be worn as formal attire 😊 Price does not include postage.

4. Fradella Tunic by Felinna Boutique - RM40

Bought at RM110

Size : L Color : Pink Condition : 9/10

Reason to letgo : I have resize from L/XL. It is too big and too loose for me now. Used it less than 5 times Nursing and Wudhu' friendly The tops itself already make you feel pretty even covering your aurah, the ruffles that attached from the shoulder make you look even prettier 😊

5. Baju kurung moden - RM60

Bought at RM85 Size : Free Sizing Used only once during 1st day of Raya. Reason to letgo : Bought it purposely for Hari Raya. Condition : 10/10 dah pakai kompem cun punye...

aku jenis tak pandai bergaya..

so biasye biasye je posing tu...

okeh, cara nak order ade few steps;

1. go to my carousell by clicking this link https://my.carousell.com/didotaz/

or

2. send an email to sitiraihan09@gmail.com

baju ni memang jarang pakai tau sistur..

before ni ai aktif jual kt marketplace, carousell, personal fb and ig stories.

Alhamdulillah, wardrobe umi dan anak menyusut..

hehehe..

so kali ni nak expand kt blog plak..

aku jual preloved ye bukan bundle..

semua harga tak termasuk postage.

COD area Pontian sahaja.

so, see u there sisturs semua..

live life to the max and have a nice day.

salam

Bulan circumcised!

Assalamualaikum,

oke, first of all, this is an old story..

i just dont have time to write it down due to my busy-ness as a housewife..

hehehehe..

since i share this for memory, i try to find some time to share my experience through out the journey with my heroes.

actually, we proceed with the process exactly on 27th of November 2017.

since Bulan had asked to be circumcised at the early age as early as 3 years old, then we decided to make it earlier..

we really want to do it at his 3 yo aged, but many of closed family not agreed with justification he is too small for the process since he is an active baby boy..

then we decided to do it the next year at the age of 4yo..

unfortunately, I GOT PREGNANT that year and laling temok said we should do it the next year instead..

he afraid he cant handled 2 "orang pantang" at one time.

hahaha..

so here we go..
to verify again with laling temok whether we need to proceed or not that year..
furthermore, i have 19 more days of leave balance to be cleared that year which i knew it on July..
when laling temok confirmed then i start to plan and google for the details.

first, i start to check on the circumcision method.

there are few methods now a days, clamping and laser
and we chose laser for Bulan.
if we choose clamping, there are too many types, when i googled there is a clamping process involve 2 times of injections before (the day) and after circumcised (few days after that).
and pros and cons for both method
i want to minimize the pain since he is just 5yo.

second, I tried to search for the clinics that offered this services.
I googled and manually searched in our home area.
we got almost 3 - 4 clinics.
and their offer are different for each clinics.
there is a clinic they offered for baby too which i were interested to go for Bintang too that time.
unfortunately, they only do for clamping method.
which is NOT in my option..

the last clinic we went, their service is much cheaper and if we agreed, we need to book and there is a time set to do the process.
after short discussed, we decided to go with this clinics.
We have been charged RM160 for Laser process including the medicine.
so the date had been set to do it early morning the next day..
i am very nervous but at the same time excited too.

on the way to the clinic

Next day, we sent Bintang to the baby sitter's place to make every process went well.
so at the clinic, Bulan's started to show the mood swing i guess..
hahaha..
he dont even want to stay in the pool and cried all the way process..
then later, we waited outside to be called...
Bulan's turn around 6 to 7 boys before him.

we need to distract him as he started his mood swing

All the process went well, only i dont enter the room during the process because i am too scared and i have the possibility to cry when in the room.
so i waited outside..
from there i can hear Bulan start to cry, loud and loudest..
he even started to scream and keep calling my name..
me, outside the room...
CRYING too okeh...
hahahahahaha...

masa ni kene bius.. waiting for his turn after this

but Alhamdulillah, everything went well...
the process took around 20 minutes and it will depend on how to cool down the kids.
during the session, i found a 3 year old boy will be joining his 2 elder brothers circumcised...
such a good boy..
currently i am planning to do it for Bintang this year..
hope this can be fulfilled...

How to handle the circumcised kids?
just make sure that the wound has a good air flow, let it free and open (that is why sarung is the best to be put)
cleaning the wound frequently
let them rest well and less move
so when at home, laling temok just let it free..

once the bius gone, then only Bulan started to feel the pain.
laling temok gave him watched the television..
but later on he asked for a phone, then fine..
we can exclude this one time..
hahahaha..

bed rest

the wound start to dry on day 4. but Bulan still takut-takut to walk around the house and only lie down on the bed. but when he decided to get over the bed, he can even go to the shop with his sarung..

1st day out of the house - day 4

The next day, we bought a "seluar khatan" since I need to bring my kids to go for a long distance travel after my uncle's solemnization.
this pants make Bulan more comfortable to walk since this pant is a special made for circumcised boy.
after he wore this pant, YES, he can walk very quick like a normal boy and we also allow him to wear a trousers.
the price during that time is RM49/piece.
I guess nowadays it will cost you guys cheaper than last time i bought.

that is how much i can remember during those day.

thank you to laling temok to help me handle the boy part; dressing, took care of the child.

i only prepared the meal for the pantang boy..

so i hope this year i can do it for Bintang.

please pray for me keh.

day 7

day 9

memories...

till then,

live life to the max and have a nice day

salam