Memories remained

Assalamualaikum,

it's been 14 years...

since the question was popped out from him..

i had asked him to ask the question when we meet..

as planned, we will meet in Puduraya since we will took the bus from there.

i arrived earlier than him caused i came straight from Johor..

our bus should take off by 10pm above as he already bought the ticket.

i remembered that day, i was prepared to be very strong for any question that he will asked..

hahaha..

cause i dont want to nampak interested la kengkononnye..

he arrived almost 9.30pm...
and guess what, on the way down to the platform, we found his coursemate..
haaaa..
i can see the game there (assuming)

when we reached at the platform the bus conductor announced that the bus to Lumut that passed by UiTM will only available at 11.30pm..
so we have more than 1 hour stranded as we do not want to go out the Pudu station...

i am fine when i saw his friend..
what is was thinking that time like this
"oke, he is not serious.."
and i sempat asked him this question
"u said that u do not have a bus-mate. ni ade je kawan.."
and he replied
"i dont know. aku tak janji ngn die pun. aku mmg nak balik ngn kau"
frankly, i was really blurred that time..
cause i already thought that, the bus will be 3 seated and i will be sitting alone while he will sit with his coursemate..
hahaha
but actually it was a 4 seated bus..

when he spent more time chatting with his friend so i just be a listener there..
giving a smile and only response when he asked..
well actually i knew his friend caused the first time we hang out together we walked together and go separate ways when reached the cafe...
me and him have our own dinner together..

the bus only arrived 11.45pm if i am not mistaken..
i already imagined to sleep when the bus take off cause i was really tired as i am straight from Johor to KL and got stranded for some hours.
around 12 plus the bus started to move to Perak..
while i was about to close my eyes suddenly he started to talk..
i am not listening clearly la of course then i replied him
"hah, ape?"

tediaaaa...
the same question in the sms...
what the heck mamat ni.. ya Allah, malu oiii...
and i was like stupid women nodded my head...
where is my strength to talk i dont know..
kahkahkah...
when my feminine side had took over my body..
damn!

so this is the history of how our love story began...
sejarah tak mungkin berulang, but memories remains.

this is my story...
i want to keep it this way..

thank you for reading.

live life to the max and have a nice day
salam.

Pop Out Question

Assalamualaikum,

it's been a while since my last entry..

well, nothing important to share..

just remembering today's date..

currently listening to It Ends Tonight by The All American Rejects from my playlist (what a coincidence) hahaha

back to the story i want to share...

on this date, 14 years ago..

i got this pop out question from a boy i knew in my college..

we are very closed..

the one i always "lepak" after class, messaging (i set him in my activ5 lists) cause i wanted to have cheaper sms rate as low as 1 cent per message hahaha..

yeah, back in 2005 there was no whatsapp, telegram so on. so we only have limited option to communicate..

hahahaha...

we frequent hang out together back then..

nothing more i guess cause he is younger than me..

so during our midterm break if i am not mistaken, on this date, we have a short chit chat to discuss on the date we should went back to college since i had made a promised to be his bus-mate.. suddenly he sent me this message

"sudi tak cik Raihan be my girl?" 

(something like dat la.. cant remember precisely what is the sentence)

then i was like, "what's goin on with this boy.. hahahaha... all this while like nothing make him interest to me kan and suddenly he asked me to be his girl."

then i replied back to him, "if you wanted to ask me this question, please say it in front of me. face to face when we meet later". ringkas dan padat i guessed...

hahahaha

well actually i dont put any hope on this, serious. 

caused i made a promise to myself, i wanted to focus on study due to some issue that time..

so i went through the days by not thinking too much about this..

just need to calm myself down and be prepared to be strong if he seriously asked the questioned later..

i rarely show the feminine side of me in front others so thats why i need to calm myself..

hahahaha

i am more boyish with rough attitude (KOT) dat time..

ke tak?

hahahhaa

on the other hand, he was assuming that i am rejecting him..

so he preferred to be rejected through the sms instead of during the confrontation later

kihkihkih...

well..

the days will come later..

i'll share on the same date..

i wrote this down just for memory..

who knows what happened in future right...

but i only shared the surface out of the details what is exactly happened during the chatting session..

but this is fine for me..

currently listening to Love Is Only A Feeling by The Darkness in my playlist...

whattt???!!!

like seriously 

hahahahha...

till then,

live life to the max and have a nice day.

salam

Pengangguran terhormat

Assalamualaikum,

aku sebenarnye dalam pencarian kerja baru..

well i resigned from my old company due to some reasons..

and yes, most of my family member and some frenz just knew that i am currently a fulltime housewife..

i will share on the other entry on why i made that decision...

but i started to look up for a new job on May 2018..

but unluckily until now still not yet been offered from any companies..

3 interviews, 1 position offer and 1 phone interview, still no luck..

it's ok, i believe that rezeki kita Allah yang pegang..

i just need to patiently wait the right time to be offered.

as for now, i am enjoying my motherhood journey as a housewife even though it is quite tiring...

from an independent career woman to an independent housewife..
strictly it's no joke mommies..
lagi2 kalau jenis yang biasa bekerja macam aku..
bapak arh, kematu..
360 darjah berubah kehidupanmu...

at the beginning, i actively promote my online business, 

tapi lame2 keadaan dengan anak kecil yg clingy asek nak berkepit je..

it limited my move..

anak asek nak mengempeng and tak mau lepaskan umi dia.

bila pegang phone, die tepis..

kadang2 idea datang mencurah-curah utk promote tapi mesti terbantut..

life kinda tough rite now..

banyak bende aku nak share but some cannot be shared in public..

i love making business, but with clingy baby around me, i cannot focus on both..

for those yang baca this entry, diharapkan supaya aku berjaya dalam apa jua aku buat..

keh?

thanks...

till then,

live life to the max and have a nice day

salam

Header Blog dah tukar...

Assalamualaikum,

setelah lama plan plan nak tukar header blog, baru harini tercapai..

ekceli dok pening nak edit camne..

nak simple ke nak vah de vas kan..

alah, edit sendiri sajo gune editor free kt mane2 website..

dari hari ke hari, bawak ke bulan dan akhirnye bawak ke tahun..

plan asal mmg nak tukar since yang lame cume gambar Bulan sorang..

so bila anak dah 2 nak la bubuh dua2 kt header tu kan...

ingatkan nak buat vah de vas,

tapi buat yang simple ni pun jenuh ai..

si Bintang keje nak dibelai dimanja je...

so aku buat mano ade je lah..

edit2 dulu kt phone, then baru gune online editor kt lappy..

so untuk apps phone aku gune adalah Magic Eraser...

then ingat nak edit gune apps PicsArt, tapi tak mampu den sebab kecik aih screen phone and i am not an expert...

hasil dengan bantuan assistant kecik yang lalu lalang depan pc, nak duduk celah umi..

new header

header lame ni pun dulu edit kt opis..

sebab mase tu tepu sangat dok buat keje sama ulang2..

jadi sambil buat keje sambil edit...

gambar tu erase gune online editor je...

simple jekk..

old header

seronok jugaklah bile tgk dah bertukar..

takdelah rase berat sebelah kat anak sorang lagi..

hiksss...

harap2 rajin jugaklah nak mengupdate blog nih sekerap mungkin..

okehla u ols..

till then,

live life to the max and have a nice day.

salam

Review : Iphone 7+ kamera tak berfungsi

Assalamualaikum,

aku kalau tak tenggelam timbul dengan blog ni memang tak sah la..

hehehe..

paham-pahamlah ye dah ade anak nih, memang nak berkelit je si adek tu.

harini sempena anniversary aku dan si merah 7+ nih, aku nak share pengalaman sket..

sepanjang menggunakan jenama iphone, ni first time aku berdepan dengan issue macam ni..

REAR CAMERA BLANK

jadi hitam terus, blurr and takleh nak capture gambar..

geram oiii bile tengah2 nak amek gambar moment penting die takleh nak function.

untuk kes aku, die ikut mood, 2,3 ari kamera ok, pastu 2,3 ari kiok..

hahahah

start detect problem rasenye awal bulan 4 aritu..

tapi sempat anta ke center bulan 7 aritu..

hehehe..

aku pergi ke Machines Center kt Midvalley..

tapi menurut staff service yg attended aku haritu die informed sebelum diagnosed tu kan

1. hardware failure - tapi cam tak logik sebab die on off. jap ok jap tak ok

2. software update failure - mebi mase update software or apps, ade interrupted kt wifi or files. so akan bagi kesan kt hardware.

setelah didiagnosed kamera aku ok je..

since phone aku still dalam warranty lagi, die suggest aku untuk buat further check kt device la..

sebab if problem lagi, takut pasni kene charged la sbb mase tu warranty lagi 35days je..

mujur aku dah back up phone aku siap2 mase decided nak bawak gi service center tu..

kalau tak, mau berulang alik jugak lah..

Pastikan dah buat kt bawah ni sebelum ke service center ye;

1. Transfer semua gambar

2. Backup semua data ke dalam icloud or kt pc korang

3. Ade back up phone sebab korang akan phoneless la dalam tempoh lebih kurang 2 minggu - but for my case 7 hari bekerja je 

yang bestnye, kalau rezeki uols dapat PHONE BARU keh...

Once uols dah agreed nak further checking your device, diorg akan wipe out and restore your device to factory setting and log a case untuk rujukan dan akan hantar email keh

dalam masa 7 hari bekerja, so diorg anta emel untuk collect phone.

so ni summary untuk phone aku.

diorg tukar kamera and tukar screen display

tak tukar phone baru pun..

syukur jugak tak tukar phone baru..

sebab phone ni ade sentimental value..

it was a gift from laling temok sempena birthday aku walaupun (sigh) ..

entah bile nak dapat hadiah dari die lagi..

so aku rela dapat phone lame instead of a new phone.

so lepas dibetulkan ade 90 hari warranty if jadi balik..

hehehe..

mujur mase hanta phone tu aku pegi dengan adek dan kawan die.

ade la yang tengok2 anak2 aku si Bulan Bintang nih..

korang tengoklah tu, sampai ke dalam counter die masuk..

hehehe..

so lepas dari betulkan aritu Alhamdulillah, takde pape lagi..

harap2 sihat hendaknye..

so, korang yg ade masalah same, boleh try ye..

lagi2 kalau dalam warranty..

of course la free of charge.

kalau takde warranty mau ratusan jugak abes duit kuh..

okelah, sampai sini je.

till then, 

live life to the max and have a nice day 

salam

hujung jari

Assalamualaikum,

dalam dunia serba canggih sekarang ni, semuanya di hujung jari..

cakap je nak cari apa..

kenalan yang berpuluh tahun tak jumpa, resepi masakan, kerja eh semuanya lah di hujung jari je..

dengan wujudnya prasarana dunia tanpa sempadan ni, kekdahnye kite makin memudahkan orang..

dan ia akan digunakan untuk tujuan kebaikan..

tetapi jangan kita lupa, di akhir zaman ni, fitnah sangat berleluasa..

sebab ape?

sebab maklumat dapat disebarkan dengan pantas..

dengan adanya social media seperti fb, whatsapp, telegram dan macam2 lagi yang tak dapat dinyatakan..

dari maklumat di hujung jari yg didapati dari telefon pintar atau pc, disampaikan melalui mulut ke mulut..

dari sekecil-kecil hal, menjadi sebesar-besar hal..

ditokok tambah untuk menyedapkan cerita..

satu je aku nak tanye, seronok ke makan daging saudara sendiri...

tidakkah kau tahu, fitnah tu hukumnye lebih berat dari membunuh?

jadi, bersama-samalah kite gunekan teknologi yang ada ni untuk tujuan kebaikan..

jadikah dunia ini a better place and to be a better person.

kite hidup pun tak lame mane, bumi pun dah tenat nak tunggu masa je..

so marilah kita beringat bersama-sama

live life to the max and have a nice day ahead

salam

sepi menyepi

Assalamualaikum,

syawal ke 27 dah arini...

lame betul aku berhibernisasi..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA GUYS!

banyak bende aku nak share..

banyak jugak perkara aku lalui sepanjang hujung tahun lepas sehingga harini..

too many unexpected things happened till now..

but, deep inside my heart knows Allah loves me very much..

believe in Allah, in shaa Allah everything will be fine..

some say I am very cool, but deep inside me only Allah knows..

sometimes i sank in my deep thoughts..

if only i can wrote this down..

-sigh-

whoever read this entry, please pray the best for me..

who knows, ur du'a will help me a lot to go thru this...

till then, live life to the max and have a nice day

salam...