Memories remained

Assalamualaikum,

it's been 14 years...

since the question was popped out from him..

i had asked him to ask the question when we meet..

as planned, we will meet in Puduraya since we will took the bus from there.

i arrived earlier than him caused i came straight from Johor..

our bus should take off by 10pm above as he already bought the ticket.

i remembered that day, i was prepared to be very strong for any question that he will asked..

hahaha..

cause i dont want to nampak interested la kengkononnye..

he arrived almost 9.30pm...
and guess what, on the way down to the platform, we found his coursemate..
haaaa..
i can see the game there (assuming)

when we reached at the platform the bus conductor announced that the bus to Lumut that passed by UiTM will only available at 11.30pm..
so we have more than 1 hour stranded as we do not want to go out the Pudu station...

i am fine when i saw his friend..
what is was thinking that time like this
"oke, he is not serious.."
and i sempat asked him this question
"u said that u do not have a bus-mate. ni ade je kawan.."
and he replied
"i dont know. aku tak janji ngn die pun. aku mmg nak balik ngn kau"
frankly, i was really blurred that time..
cause i already thought that, the bus will be 3 seated and i will be sitting alone while he will sit with his coursemate..
hahaha
but actually it was a 4 seated bus..

when he spent more time chatting with his friend so i just be a listener there..
giving a smile and only response when he asked..
well actually i knew his friend caused the first time we hang out together we walked together and go separate ways when reached the cafe...
me and him have our own dinner together..

the bus only arrived 11.45pm if i am not mistaken..
i already imagined to sleep when the bus take off cause i was really tired as i am straight from Johor to KL and got stranded for some hours.
around 12 plus the bus started to move to Perak..
while i was about to close my eyes suddenly he started to talk..
i am not listening clearly la of course then i replied him
"hah, ape?"

tediaaaa...
the same question in the sms...
what the heck mamat ni.. ya Allah, malu oiii...
and i was like stupid women nodded my head...
where is my strength to talk i dont know..
kahkahkah...
when my feminine side had took over my body..
damn!

so this is the history of how our love story began...
sejarah tak mungkin berulang, but memories remains.

this is my story...
i want to keep it this way..

thank you for reading.

live life to the max and have a nice day
salam.

Pop Out Question

Assalamualaikum,

it's been a while since my last entry..

well, nothing important to share..

just remembering today's date..

currently listening to It Ends Tonight by The All American Rejects from my playlist (what a coincidence) hahaha

back to the story i want to share...

on this date, 14 years ago..

i got this pop out question from a boy i knew in my college..

we are very closed..

the one i always "lepak" after class, messaging (i set him in my activ5 lists) cause i wanted to have cheaper sms rate as low as 1 cent per message hahaha..

yeah, back in 2005 there was no whatsapp, telegram so on. so we only have limited option to communicate..

hahahaha...

we frequent hang out together back then..

nothing more i guess cause he is younger than me..

so during our midterm break if i am not mistaken, on this date, we have a short chit chat to discuss on the date we should went back to college since i had made a promised to be his bus-mate.. suddenly he sent me this message

"sudi tak cik Raihan be my girl?" 

(something like dat la.. cant remember precisely what is the sentence)

then i was like, "what's goin on with this boy.. hahahaha... all this while like nothing make him interest to me kan and suddenly he asked me to be his girl."

then i replied back to him, "if you wanted to ask me this question, please say it in front of me. face to face when we meet later". ringkas dan padat i guessed...

hahahaha

well actually i dont put any hope on this, serious. 

caused i made a promise to myself, i wanted to focus on study due to some issue that time..

so i went through the days by not thinking too much about this..

just need to calm myself down and be prepared to be strong if he seriously asked the questioned later..

i rarely show the feminine side of me in front others so thats why i need to calm myself..

hahahaha

i am more boyish with rough attitude (KOT) dat time..

ke tak?

hahahhaa

on the other hand, he was assuming that i am rejecting him..

so he preferred to be rejected through the sms instead of during the confrontation later

kihkihkih...

well..

the days will come later..

i'll share on the same date..

i wrote this down just for memory..

who knows what happened in future right...

but i only shared the surface out of the details what is exactly happened during the chatting session..

but this is fine for me..

currently listening to Love Is Only A Feeling by The Darkness in my playlist...

whattt???!!!

like seriously 

hahahahha...

till then,

live life to the max and have a nice day.

salam