Pop Out Question

Assalamualaikum,

it's been a while since my last entry..

well, nothing important to share..

just remembering today's date..

currently listening to It Ends Tonight by The All American Rejects from my playlist (what a coincidence) hahaha

back to the story i want to share...

on this date, 14 years ago..

i got this pop out question from a boy i knew in my college..

we are very closed..

the one i always "lepak" after class, messaging (i set him in my activ5 lists) cause i wanted to have cheaper sms rate as low as 1 cent per message hahaha..

yeah, back in 2005 there was no whatsapp, telegram so on. so we only have limited option to communicate..

hahahaha...

we frequent hang out together back then..

nothing more i guess cause he is younger than me..

so during our midterm break if i am not mistaken, on this date, we have a short chit chat to discuss on the date we should went back to college since i had made a promised to be his bus-mate.. suddenly he sent me this message

"sudi tak cik Raihan be my girl?" 

(something like dat la.. cant remember precisely what is the sentence)

then i was like, "what's goin on with this boy.. hahahaha... all this while like nothing make him interest to me kan and suddenly he asked me to be his girl."

then i replied back to him, "if you wanted to ask me this question, please say it in front of me. face to face when we meet later". ringkas dan padat i guessed...

hahahaha

well actually i dont put any hope on this, serious. 

caused i made a promise to myself, i wanted to focus on study due to some issue that time..

so i went through the days by not thinking too much about this..

just need to calm myself down and be prepared to be strong if he seriously asked the questioned later..

i rarely show the feminine side of me in front others so thats why i need to calm myself..

hahahaha

i am more boyish with rough attitude (KOT) dat time..

ke tak?

hahahhaa

on the other hand, he was assuming that i am rejecting him..

so he preferred to be rejected through the sms instead of during the confrontation later

kihkihkih...

well..

the days will come later..

i'll share on the same date..

i wrote this down just for memory..

who knows what happened in future right...

but i only shared the surface out of the details what is exactly happened during the chatting session..

but this is fine for me..

currently listening to Love Is Only A Feeling by The Darkness in my playlist...

whattt???!!!

like seriously 

hahahahha...

till then,

live life to the max and have a nice day.

salam