i wish....

Assalamualaikum,

how i wish i can stop the time..
but i know this is impossible..
how i wish i can describe my feelings..
express all the feels inside me..
how i wish i can cry...
laugh at the same time..
being angry as usual..
pretending that nothing happen..
how i wish i can do that..
but inside me..
there is something..
it's hard for me to describe...

i'm fighting with all these feelings..
i hate it..!
i hope i can write more..
but i'm stuck..
i just don't know where to start..
but i hope this will be ended soon...

i will blog about this later...
what is all about...
but i really wish i can stop the time to change day by day..
and once again, i'm just an ordinary people that cannot do anything to stop it from happen...

live life to the max and have a nice day y'all...
salam